Well, un-ingrain it; your mental health will suffer if you continue to live in fear of those around you in a world where you, yourself, concede that the people are nice.
You can remain armed, but that state of mind is an unhealthy one.
It’s something I’m already working on and making progress on. I don’t insist on wearing outfits with supernatural protection all the time anymore. It’s not going to be 100% fixed overnight and I don’t need you to tell me it’s not healthy.
Also, a bed would be more convenient if I’m going to fuck you. Just saying.
Alright... the apartment number is [insert a number here]. Take your time, of course. I'll get a pot of tea started. Or coffee, if you prefer.
[That's the proper way to greet anyone, no matter what for!
...
As for his "specifications": it's mostly just been made disabled-friendly on request. But it's also very gothic where he could manage it. No real decor yet beyond a few candelabras that he conned out of a shop nearby... but he did control a local Ellipsan into painting everything black for him.
He's determined to get everything for free, obviously.]
[Evangeline shows up in a timely manner, knocking politely on his door. To demonstrate how Not Concerned she is, she's wearing something cute rather than her EGO suit.]
[There's a weird tinge of pride in his voice, saying as much. And after closing the door behind her, he's gonna make his way over to pour a cup of coffee for her.
(And tea for himself. Yes, he brewed the entire pot of coffee for her.)]
... I have milk and sugar as well, if you would like it - but my magic sticks to metal from time to time, so I oughtn't add them for you. Spoons and all.
If you truly do want these effects, it would be better to wait until... later. Of course.
[Probably fine! He can't afford nice coffee, though. But he at least knows how to prep it properly. Meanwhile, he's going to go ahead and take a seat on his little, plain sofa that came with the apartment, inviting her to sit with him.]
... So... The reason you are here. I feel I should warn you that I have very little experience in this regard. I wouldn't call myself a virgin [- yes you would, shut up -] but my experience is... lacking, shall we say.
As I told you on that day, you stole my first kiss. That should tell you all you need to know.
Yes, I have no doubts that you will. I just wanted to warn you... the whole experience may not be to your tastes. Assuming we manage to get beyond friendly kisses, that is.
Well, yes - But I do hope you understand that I'm referring to the fact that I'll have no fucking idea what I'll be doing. Not to my magic - that's a perk!
I just think it would be funny if we can't progress kissing due to it.
[He finds way too many things funny that he really probably shouldn't.]
But if you end up disappointed due to my performance, all I can offer are apologies and condolences in advance.
Oh! Well in that case, it'll be no problem, you're definitely not the first person with limited to no experience I've slept with. It's even less of a big deal.
truly!! she can pet him in ur stead and in MY stead,
If you're certain of this, then I must commend you for your patience. Dealing with myself would surely give me a headache. Thankfully, I hardly pay attention to whatever it is I'm saying.
[:)
That's followed, of course, with him taking a sip of his tea.]
... I must also admit I do not know how to begin such an encounter.
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You can remain armed, but that state of mind is an unhealthy one.
[... says mr. high all the time.]
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Also, a bed would be more convenient if I’m going to fuck you. Just saying.
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And I have a bed. It is a bed of moss and it's very comfortable.
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Why are you concerned about breaking my hips?
Are we automatically assuming I'll bottom?
['Cause, like, he will. But the assumption.]
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No.
[But he WANTS to. :(]
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It'll be more satisfying for both of us if I ride you, I promise.
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... As long as you'll be kind to me like this. I've never allowed myself to be so... vulnerable with someone else.
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In that case -
While I do not sleep there, nor do I trust it... I do own one of the apartments given to new arrivals.
It has even been redone to my specifications.
That should be sufficient, shouldn't it?
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[She wants to know what his 'specifications' are.]
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Take your time, of course. I'll get a pot of tea started. Or coffee, if you prefer.
[That's the proper way to greet anyone, no matter what for!
...
As for his "specifications": it's mostly just been made disabled-friendly on request.
But it's also very gothic where he could manage it. No real decor yet beyond a few candelabras that he conned out of a shop nearby... but he did control a local Ellipsan into painting everything black for him.
He's determined to get everything for free, obviously.]
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[Evangeline shows up in a timely manner, knocking politely on his door. To demonstrate how Not Concerned she is, she's wearing something cute rather than her EGO suit.]
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... You actually came. I didn't expect that -
And you are dressed as a shark!
[That's adorable??? It's so cute??? What the fuck???
(Please note: despite not expecting her to actually come over, he still very obviously made a pot of coffee for her.)]
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[In she goes!]
I like your candelabras.
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[There's a weird tinge of pride in his voice, saying as much. And after closing the door behind her, he's gonna make his way over to pour a cup of coffee for her.
(And tea for himself. Yes, he brewed the entire pot of coffee for her.)]
... I have milk and sugar as well, if you would like it - but my magic sticks to metal from time to time, so I oughtn't add them for you.
Spoons and all.
If you truly do want these effects, it would be better to wait until... later. Of course.
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[So she'll happily add a bit of sugar to her coffee before taking a sip. How is it?]
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Meanwhile, he's going to go ahead and take a seat on his little, plain sofa that came with the apartment, inviting her to sit with him.]
... So...
The reason you are here. I feel I should warn you that I have very little experience in this regard.
I wouldn't call myself a virgin [- yes you would, shut up -] but my experience is... lacking, shall we say.
As I told you on that day, you stole my first kiss. That should tell you all you need to know.
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I kind of figured. It's alright, I'll take good care of you. Promise.
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Assuming we manage to get beyond friendly kisses, that is.
My magic is... potent.
[To put it delicately.]
oh... i want to pet him
[Hallucinogenic makeouts are just another kink, really.]
that's why evangeline's here, to pet him in ur stead
But I do hope you understand that I'm referring to the fact that I'll have no fucking idea what I'll be doing. Not to my magic - that's a perk!
I just think it would be funny if we can't progress kissing due to it.
[He finds way too many things funny that he really probably shouldn't.]
But if you end up disappointed due to my performance, all I can offer are apologies and condolences in advance.
thank goodness for her
truly!! she can pet him in ur stead and in MY stead,
Thankfully, I hardly pay attention to whatever it is I'm saying.
[:)
That's followed, of course, with him taking a sip of his tea.]
... I must also admit I do not know how to begin such an encounter.
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